Life's strange ways, thoughts misplaced
Every day ringing in the same old chase.
Without change, the same suns rays
the mechanical day, the nightlit moon gaze.
Carry on destiny, run after hollow dreams
The world changes, but I go on just the same
Materialistic soul set in, I seek farsightedness
Missing all the moments right in front of me.
Just when I thought the monotony struck me,
An endearing smile at a crossroad I stopped to see
Familiar moment in the recent past,
A sweet escape through the night when it lasts.
Woke up this morning with a freshness not known
Like a new lease of life just passed onto me.
A moment missed not being at the crossroads I seeked,
but long years later it finally finds this wayward me.
Life's strange ways, thoughts replayed
Now every day will ring in a new happy chase.
Not wanting to leave and then reality comes back knocking
but I smile coz I know i will meet her at this moment again.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Back to my past
As I wade through the chapters of life
The secrets open up to me
Stark reality of moments
All in dark contrast to what I see
Thoughts written down now history
These strange events in my memory
Some I try to forget though they haunt me
While others kind of settled inside me
Through these years, many faces crossed me
Never stopped once to see behind me
A loving tender touch from someone near
While another left a scar deep inside me
Creating impressions cast in stone
Running through life, not always alone
Dreams envisioned, yearning for more
Trials and tribulations following me back home
After all these years, I feel like knowing more about me
Bring out the truth that I hid in this solitude I covered around me
Tonite I open the world that I forgot, open the book of secrets, oh god!
May I find my life back, for this wayword son has opened his heart.
The secrets open up to me
Stark reality of moments
All in dark contrast to what I see
Thoughts written down now history
These strange events in my memory
Some I try to forget though they haunt me
While others kind of settled inside me
Through these years, many faces crossed me
Never stopped once to see behind me
A loving tender touch from someone near
While another left a scar deep inside me
Creating impressions cast in stone
Running through life, not always alone
Dreams envisioned, yearning for more
Trials and tribulations following me back home
After all these years, I feel like knowing more about me
Bring out the truth that I hid in this solitude I covered around me
Tonite I open the world that I forgot, open the book of secrets, oh god!
May I find my life back, for this wayword son has opened his heart.
Monday, February 18, 2008
Strained
I go back to my childhood, when with friends and family I grew up,
The playfulness and fights, love and hate all in good measure
From the sweet innocent selves then, to the men we are today
Through all the twists of life, time we spend with them we still treasure
Family could be friends, friends could be more than family
Flocking together as one of the same feather
As we grow up, we fly out away from each other
In search of our destinies, not any more together
On one hand we effortlessly keep in touch across the world
News from every corner reaching through the endless maze
Sometimes missing joyous moments, but happy through our invisible presence
and other times sad on the loss of a dear one, my heart in a faze
And then with each one on a different path and our self ever changing
we get into strange delusions and get caught in feuds and wars
Sometimes not knowing the truth, we cut ourselves down
Stories passed around and falling for growing disharmony, we leave deep scars
Today I have grown to understand, that while I connect to most,
The relationships that meant most may have got lost and somewhere strained
Deep wounds to seal, I seek unconditional love and my self to heal
Pray that the love returns to those who mean and their bitterness disdained.
The playfulness and fights, love and hate all in good measure
From the sweet innocent selves then, to the men we are today
Through all the twists of life, time we spend with them we still treasure
Family could be friends, friends could be more than family
Flocking together as one of the same feather
As we grow up, we fly out away from each other
In search of our destinies, not any more together
On one hand we effortlessly keep in touch across the world
News from every corner reaching through the endless maze
Sometimes missing joyous moments, but happy through our invisible presence
and other times sad on the loss of a dear one, my heart in a faze
And then with each one on a different path and our self ever changing
we get into strange delusions and get caught in feuds and wars
Sometimes not knowing the truth, we cut ourselves down
Stories passed around and falling for growing disharmony, we leave deep scars
Today I have grown to understand, that while I connect to most,
The relationships that meant most may have got lost and somewhere strained
Deep wounds to seal, I seek unconditional love and my self to heal
Pray that the love returns to those who mean and their bitterness disdained.
Friday, February 8, 2008
Mixed Thoughts
Single and carefree there goes my mind, held in its sway my heart follows behind
Does no one around mean alone, I have myself and am dancing to the happiness grind.
Life is just a measure of time well spent, at the end when you see the light go, don't repent.
A smile is never a reflection of whats inside you, who knows you are crying out silent.
Hard to hear the music around, coz you plugged your senses, open up not narrow
create the noise you want, scream out, music maybe love, maybe a smile, sing even if its sorrow
Sex is a sublime momentary high, a heightened response to ecstasy
Both a pleasurable end to desirous needs and also sowing the seed, another existence we seek.
Life's delusions should not be strung around your unwillingness to explore
The world is your dreamspace, make the journey, let change be waiting each time you open the door
As i grow older sobriety is creeping in, the wild is leaving me, I have only my shadow stalking
gone are the days of immature childish pursuits, my mind is still running, but my feet are only walking.
What is to wait, let time whither away, a walk through eternity we want and i don't want to give those moments away.
My senses drowned in your smell, the sweet taste of passion just a touch away, close my eyes feel my breath on your skin and lets fly away.
Does no one around mean alone, I have myself and am dancing to the happiness grind.
Life is just a measure of time well spent, at the end when you see the light go, don't repent.
A smile is never a reflection of whats inside you, who knows you are crying out silent.
Hard to hear the music around, coz you plugged your senses, open up not narrow
create the noise you want, scream out, music maybe love, maybe a smile, sing even if its sorrow
Sex is a sublime momentary high, a heightened response to ecstasy
Both a pleasurable end to desirous needs and also sowing the seed, another existence we seek.
Life's delusions should not be strung around your unwillingness to explore
The world is your dreamspace, make the journey, let change be waiting each time you open the door
As i grow older sobriety is creeping in, the wild is leaving me, I have only my shadow stalking
gone are the days of immature childish pursuits, my mind is still running, but my feet are only walking.
What is to wait, let time whither away, a walk through eternity we want and i don't want to give those moments away.
My senses drowned in your smell, the sweet taste of passion just a touch away, close my eyes feel my breath on your skin and lets fly away.
Woke up this morning with a freshness I've not known in a long time, like a new lease of life just passed onto me. A moment I missed not being at the crossroads I seeked, but long years later it finally finds this wayward me.
Rains - romantic nature showing us that as gentle drops hang on the tips of leaves, as the wet soaked ground beneath the trees, cool splashing our eyelashes close, passion finds the drenched soul, love lives on in natures hold.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
The Dark Song
This is for mankind and their desirous self
Dreading no one, enticing death
Derailing thoughts of some bitter truth
Seek some hidden pleasure rendezvous
Frozen mind paralyzed, stuck inside my head
Bleeding lines drawn across my face
Unfazed by the realities that I paced through
Distant past from a far off land I flew
I come as thunder stealing the smiles away
A million tear drops fall on a black rainy day
The light just fades away into oblivion
Into the realm of darkness, it strays
The wretched world, my demons in control
Once enlightened, now crucifying their soul
After every life ends, comes the devil in disguise
If you lived to tell this tale, you will pay the price
As my sweet haunting voice enters your head,
The dark song will bring you back from the dead.
I sing my evil lines in the darkness you feel
You know you live now; but you are living for me.
Dreading no one, enticing death
Derailing thoughts of some bitter truth
Seek some hidden pleasure rendezvous
Frozen mind paralyzed, stuck inside my head
Bleeding lines drawn across my face
Unfazed by the realities that I paced through
Distant past from a far off land I flew
I come as thunder stealing the smiles away
A million tear drops fall on a black rainy day
The light just fades away into oblivion
Into the realm of darkness, it strays
The wretched world, my demons in control
Once enlightened, now crucifying their soul
After every life ends, comes the devil in disguise
If you lived to tell this tale, you will pay the price
As my sweet haunting voice enters your head,
The dark song will bring you back from the dead.
I sing my evil lines in the darkness you feel
You know you live now; but you are living for me.
Monday, October 15, 2007
"From then till now"
I am at an age when life can go both ways
I feel I have experienced enough, but No!
No more than the tip of my brow, says my friend
Life has just started; you have just started to go.
In my sleep all alone with my dreams, I travel back
To the point of creation, of this thinking mind of mine,
Of this thoughtful soul I hold onto dearly
And the body my identity got wrapped in.
My self never rooted to one place, traveling all around
Across oceans, desserts and many a land of opportunity
I grew with the open light of what has to come will come,
And when some day I reach, I’ll feel it and what I want I’ll become.
Life's values taught to me, I held on deep in my conscience,
With helping hands and the touch of love,
The friendly shadows I walked in its sight, into this world
With a mind clear, thought I could see wrong from right
Every now and then close my eyes and admire the beauty of my creation
Thank the imaginary force that took me from then to here, but
On the move before I could set foot, change was a part of this journey,
Where I head to or what I look for I know not, do I even need to?
As my dream explored the recent flashes of my life
I feel I have been suppressed, hurt and shut out
Guilty of receiving more than what those hands could give
Holding on to a web I weaved for years now, was it one of deception?
Intuition gone wrong, direction lost, gave in to my deepest fears
Is it time to stop and turn around; Are the shadows still following me?
Tears in my eyes always of joy, now in sadness, my heart held in its sway
Is the ground giving way, am I falling, are my dreams failing me?
Got out of my dreams in sweat and tears, this morning,
Feels like I already lived my life and just woke up for one more chance
What matters to me and what’s dear to me still I have not chosen
Almost then a healing touch I feel from someone close, someone I've known
Familiarity in sense, the image is there I see not, but I feel
Was it a sign I need to follow, Is someone trying to talk to me?
What’s in the air this morning, refreshing and strangely soothing?
I fade into my calm self as a silent sigh escapes my lips.
Something tells me, its time for me to move on to the west again
The search for my destiny is on, someone walking me through the steps
The haze is moving, my destination getting clearer and nearer
Is this the end of the journey or the path to the beginning?
I feel I have experienced enough, but No!
No more than the tip of my brow, says my friend
Life has just started; you have just started to go.
In my sleep all alone with my dreams, I travel back
To the point of creation, of this thinking mind of mine,
Of this thoughtful soul I hold onto dearly
And the body my identity got wrapped in.
My self never rooted to one place, traveling all around
Across oceans, desserts and many a land of opportunity
I grew with the open light of what has to come will come,
And when some day I reach, I’ll feel it and what I want I’ll become.
Life's values taught to me, I held on deep in my conscience,
With helping hands and the touch of love,
The friendly shadows I walked in its sight, into this world
With a mind clear, thought I could see wrong from right
Every now and then close my eyes and admire the beauty of my creation
Thank the imaginary force that took me from then to here, but
On the move before I could set foot, change was a part of this journey,
Where I head to or what I look for I know not, do I even need to?
As my dream explored the recent flashes of my life
I feel I have been suppressed, hurt and shut out
Guilty of receiving more than what those hands could give
Holding on to a web I weaved for years now, was it one of deception?
Intuition gone wrong, direction lost, gave in to my deepest fears
Is it time to stop and turn around; Are the shadows still following me?
Tears in my eyes always of joy, now in sadness, my heart held in its sway
Is the ground giving way, am I falling, are my dreams failing me?
Got out of my dreams in sweat and tears, this morning,
Feels like I already lived my life and just woke up for one more chance
What matters to me and what’s dear to me still I have not chosen
Almost then a healing touch I feel from someone close, someone I've known
Familiarity in sense, the image is there I see not, but I feel
Was it a sign I need to follow, Is someone trying to talk to me?
What’s in the air this morning, refreshing and strangely soothing?
I fade into my calm self as a silent sigh escapes my lips.
Something tells me, its time for me to move on to the west again
The search for my destiny is on, someone walking me through the steps
The haze is moving, my destination getting clearer and nearer
Is this the end of the journey or the path to the beginning?
Friday, August 10, 2007
Maaya
Blue Skies, Endless smiles
Happy faces, satisfied lives
A beautiful day, moonlit night
Living life on a weeded high
You suddenly break out,
your voices fail
Your senses kneel,
the real you without no feel,
You see the real world through these eyes,
Fading away into this illusion of lies
The curtains fall, Truth belies
Eclipsed by the change of timeless tides
Cant you see everything is ,
Maaya, bring down yourself to reality
Nothing is real its just a facade to fool thee
Maaya, dives deep into your dreams and takes you
to a space, sublime in Eternity.
It all ends up in Maaya.
We live happy lives, assume no bad blood
Feel like we taken care of our dear ones,
We got sainthood scrubbed on our face,
We got a halo around our head with our inner grace
But to err is humane, we are on a hunting spree
Know not what nature has conspired for thee,
Into the wilderness outta control,
hollow in my head, Iam now dying in disgrace
You see the real world through these eyes,
Fading away into this illusion of lies
The curtains fall, Truth belies
Eclipsed by the change of timeless tides
Cant you see everything is ,
Maaya, realize its just a dream,
Wake up and face the wrath of your ferocity
Maaya its just an illusionary world,
Where you're not yourself, but you belong to me.
and I dont know who is me, maybe Iam Maaya.
Finally we all play our part in this Maaya.
Happy faces, satisfied lives
A beautiful day, moonlit night
Living life on a weeded high
You suddenly break out,
your voices fail
Your senses kneel,
the real you without no feel,
You see the real world through these eyes,
Fading away into this illusion of lies
The curtains fall, Truth belies
Eclipsed by the change of timeless tides
Cant you see everything is ,
Maaya, bring down yourself to reality
Nothing is real its just a facade to fool thee
Maaya, dives deep into your dreams and takes you
to a space, sublime in Eternity.
It all ends up in Maaya.
We live happy lives, assume no bad blood
Feel like we taken care of our dear ones,
We got sainthood scrubbed on our face,
We got a halo around our head with our inner grace
But to err is humane, we are on a hunting spree
Know not what nature has conspired for thee,
Into the wilderness outta control,
hollow in my head, Iam now dying in disgrace
You see the real world through these eyes,
Fading away into this illusion of lies
The curtains fall, Truth belies
Eclipsed by the change of timeless tides
Cant you see everything is ,
Maaya, realize its just a dream,
Wake up and face the wrath of your ferocity
Maaya its just an illusionary world,
Where you're not yourself, but you belong to me.
and I dont know who is me, maybe Iam Maaya.
Finally we all play our part in this Maaya.
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